it was thursday nite..masa tu tengah bagi budak2 makan malam, i felt like a gush of water coming out..aikk tak kan terbuang air kecil kut..so biarkan je..since i was too busy with my other 3 kids..then after dinner kids buat hal masing2 and i went to tidy up the clothings yg bersepah2 bagi gunung kinabalu kat atas..then..sekali lagi rasa macam tadi..went to the toilet to check it out. memang basah tapi tak la banyak sangat. hmm due date lagi 5-6 days..put on my pad and teruskan buat kerja. Told MD when he got home later..n dia tanya ok ka..nak pergi hosp. I said tak pa la...tak de sakit pun. Plus with my other 3 kids tak de la plak macam ni..my water bags all doc yg pecahkan. So take it easy lagi..mlm tido...around 3am..i felt the water gushing again..this time banyak sket..kept going to the toilet..n still holding on to the thots ok lagi ni..coz tak ada sakit2 lagi by 330am..i felt the contarction and boleh tahanlagi..when to the toilet n checked again ada spotting skit. tapi contraction macam every 1/2 hr. Masih bleh tahan..by 4am+ MD said..jum la pergi..lagipun we hv to bring all 3 of them might as well pergi awal senang sket ..at that time the contraction was abot 20 mins apart. sampai hosp. doc check..oo dah 5cm..boleh admit. MD then booked a room and send my other 3 kids in there. While i wait in the labour room. Nurses came to prep me and doc check sekali lagi. n she decided to induce to make it fast. Dengar je words induce i was like NOO...sakit tuu..cepat2 tanya..kalau nak ambk epidural sempat tak lagi..coz at that time dah 6cm..doc said..of coz can..fuhh tell you what i've heard so many stories about epidural ni ada yang kata ok ada yg kata tak payah.bagi yg teringin nak rasa sakitnya bersalin then tak payahlah..but for me yg dah 3 kali merasa..i guess nak jugak tak merasa sakitnya tu..coz one of myfren cakap once u take epidural..woo sempat lagi nak tido or nak quran..u dont feel a thing!! n cukuplah dah 3 kali sakit why not this time cuba . so i told the doc gime me the epidural..tapi sempat la jugak merasa sakit contraction tu for few times . Doc tu cakap..i will feel numbness from tummy to leg. Memang pun..nurse cakap..kak tido ye..nanti kalau terassa nak meneran panggil saya ya..sekali sekala dia mai check la..memang after tu tak de rasa sakit apa pun..sedappp ja..cuma yg tak best ya bila terasa gatal kat bahagian numb tu garu pun tak rasa apa cubit2 pukul pun tak rasa apa rasa geram ja..n way..call MD..dia kat bilik with anak2 yg lain..told him to wait with them n will call himlater bila dah dekat nak labour. Bagus jugak dapat dia rehat sket. saya pun tidor2 ayam la..by 530am..ada rasa sikit nak meneran. called MD to come ..n nurse check pun cakap yes dah ready. dia panggil doc fatimah n prep me up..doc fatimah suruh i pushed n i just followed her direction because you memang tak ada rasa sakit..just rasa something nak keluar..and sebaik2 ja azan subuh berkumandang..this beautiful with big round eyes baby girl alhamdulillah selamat dilahirkan..syukur..it was an easy labour..n no wonder my fren tu cakap..once u had epidural..theres no turning back...
last week on 30april2011..this beautiful baby girl turned 1 yr old .. learning to take her first step..eating all kind of foods, hugging her fav. baby panda n making her cheeky grinning face..may u grow up to become muslimah yang sejati, anak yang solehah, yang dapat membantu mama n daddy dunia dan akhirat, adik yang disayangi, saudara yg diingati, kawan yang dihormati.. we will always love u Auni Maisarah
